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I still have many nights that this happens to me, then I am a zombie the next day. Very similar things occur, visions of my dad dieing in the hospital, all tubes and all, and then the funeral home/coffin vision. I do believe this is all universal, we are human, our mind like a photo album, makes and holds these "snapshots", so many wonderful ones but the ones that didn't come out good, seem to get more attention sometimes. I wish I had something to offer you, but we all go through some sort of grieiving in our lives, losing a loved one is never easy, it hurts.
Please know there are people here that feel for you.
Sometimes, sharing our pain, we share unexplained comfort,
those that have been through loss, or going through loss, have a more vivid feeling of this than those who haven't.
I hope this will help a teeny sliver:

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Sincerely,
DE