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Old Apr 21, 2010, 09:03 PM
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Originally Posted by jexa View Post
((((((((((googley)))))))))))

I'm glad you got to talk to T last night, and that you made it through your final. You matter to me, too, googley, and I know you matter to T as well. She wants you to be okay and that's why she called, to just remind you that she is there and that you will be okay.

I hear you talking to yourself this way and I wonder.. can you imagine how T would talk to you right now? What would she say if she heard you say, you feel stupid for wasting her time?
Thank you Jexa. Sometimes it is really hard to remember that people care about me. I feel so alone so much of the time. And it feels like I'm going to be that way for the rest of my life. And it would be better if I just accepted it.

I think that she would say that I wasn't wasting her time. That I needed to know there was someone who would listen. And it was good that I reached out.