I asked mark straight out if I he wanted to be with me again or not.. I need a yes or no answer but I didn't get it of course... I got
i never meant to make this hard again for you, with hindsight i shouldnt have sent that message, i didnt think about it properly and it didnt occur to me there was any chance of us getting back together, i want to tell you that i dont want to be with you again, but after the last few days the honest answer is i dont know. i know that just makes things worse and im sorry about that but i cant honestly say i dont, but in the same token i cant say that i do.
i guess the the reality is that anything between us could never happen now, i need to sort myself out before i think about anything else.
i'm not sure how i feel bel, i never wanted to drag you back to where you are now and im so sorry i did.
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How I describe myself:
Honest, caring, trustworthy, reliable and generous.