Well in November last year we finally put a stop to the abuse/ threat of abuse that we lived in.

since then things just seem to go from bad to worse and with no help to pay the mortgage for the kids we are now at the final stage of having our house repossessed. On monady it will go to court and the judge will give us 28 days to vacate the property and it doesnt seem to matter that me and the kids have no where to go.

so should l have stayed even though the emotional scars are massive, should l have just allowed it to carry on the way l have for many years??

l dont get it all when does the abuse really stop.

l have been to see my pnurse/doc, the court welfare officer and l have battled with the mortgage company since Nov to get them to a payment that l can afford even if it meant extending the terms all with no success. I keep hearing that they have to help but you know what it seems that NO they dont NOT have to help. The mortgage company will take the house , only get part of their money back and then l will still owe them what ever is left

l live in a crazy country and yesterday the welfare officer told me that as l am not paying then l am making myself homeless on purpose so do not qualify for any help from the local council to be rehomed

the world its seems has gone completely mad!!!!!!!!!! so now me and my children face homelessness in 28 days.............maybe l should ust have stayed in the abuse.............when does it end???????????