My bf and I love each other a lot... He's kind of very emotional though and angry so at times he takes it out on me by telling me hurtful things.
There are also times where he says things you shouldn't tell you gf about when he's had sex with females in his past... I haven't talked about it because I'm scared of conflicts and bringing up issues... I pretend nothing is wrong or just repress everything and wait till I get home to stay up all night and cry.
However along with this are the beautiful beautiful wonderful times that we've had and spent together... I believe I have borderline personality disorder because I over react and get into self destructive behaviors over things like this and I feel like I'm so helpless and in chains by my emotions and I know my wonderful friend has a great beautiful side to him when he's not angry... that is what keeps me to him.. We've been dating for two years only but we've also been best friends for about 8 years and I KNOW he is an amazing and kind person.... I duno I feel its my fault when he is angry because there is nothing I can do and I don't ever want to lose him...