I'm sorry your sad and anxious about mothers day. So am I and its 4 years now since my mom died. It hasn't gotten easier unfortunately. If you can't handle it, just get some movies to watch since TV will be all about Mothers day or hang out with family if you can. I don't know where your at. I didn't want anything to do with the day, I didn't want to see cards, commercials, wouldn't wish or send anyone else a card. I spent the day the last 4 years doing everyday stuff and waiting for it to be over. I don't wish that on you. This is something I have to work through. Its new to you. You may want to get a book on grief to help you through this. Sorry, and Good Luck, and God Bless You.