Could he put them away for you?
I can't imagine it being that powerful. My heart goes out to you.
I use to cut but it was never so bad that I couldn't be around sharp objects.
Fortuneately, it ended as quickly as it started. I did it twice-really bad. I'm still scarred up from it.
I cringe now when I think of myself doing that to myself. It was over 20 years ago. Reading some of the cutting posts reminds me of why but I can't ever imagine myself doing that to myself again.
I really hope you can get to this mind frame soon. Something that you use to do but no longer have the urge to. I'm hoping really hard for everyone on this site who does cut that they find their way out of it. I really don't know what to say except HUGS!!!! and keep typing instead of cutting.