Well I just got back from the funeral yesterday. It was surreal. I don't feel like she is gone. I was okay until I walked up to the casket and then I lost it. I have been having random crying fits for a few days now but its getting better. I'm just glad that my last memory is giving her a hug and saying I love you, Grandma. We grew up next door to my grandparents so we were extremely close. Thanks again to everyone for your kind words.