Thanks Belle. I think Sanity put it correctly - they acted out on this happiness in anothers missery. And you are right. It is cruel. I just want to say - by no means was I comparing you to them. Its one thing to think these things and another to act on it the way they did. I just tried to show you how this sort of thinking is actually not you. Like Sanity said. And that focusing on yourself is the thing to do.

I guess also that TheByz post steared some emotion in me with regards to what happanned...

Anyway - Sanity put it beautifully. I think you are going through the ups and downs... I am glad you have a date on Saturday and enjoy it!! I have a date tomorrow too

Hugs as always xxx