I joined the forum to add a comment. I often, much too often, feel this same way. I've even been fortunate? enough to do it more than once. The only problem was me! I couldn't get away from me no matter how many attachments I dropped.... argh. I don't really have any actual advice, but do try and remember that you are fooling yourself if you think you can run from your problems.... unfortunately we have to bring our "whole head" with us whereever we go.