Thank yall. I hope it works out to. I'm gonna be going once a week to see if it helps. Then if it doesn't they will put me in a hospital. The only thing is I feel like a child being babysat. I get checked every morning for any new marks. It's been 3 days since I did anything so thatls good. But I still want to so bad. But I know he will get mad. And i told him that yesterday. And he said he would get mad but he would get over it.