I am so proud of you for returning to therapy!!!! Do you have shame and this is why you don't want her to see you like this? Or do you feel vulnerable like this? Please don't worry about her being worried. She can take care of herself. You deserve people to worry and care about you, you know! Your T is used to seeing people when they don't want to be seen like they are. Keep up the good work!!! Please continue to keep us posted.........