I know that it's scary, especially if your T recommends the hospital, but if you would be safer there, then I hope you will go. It's better to go in for a couple of days to get the meds tweaked a bit than to wait until something serious happens and then have to spend a lot of time in hospital as a result...take care of yourself!!
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From the movie The Hours: "If I were thinking clearly, Leonard, I would tell you that I wrestle alone in the dark, in the deep dark, and that only I can know. Only I can understand my condition. You live with the threat, you tell me you live with the threat of my extinction. Leonard, I live with it too."