I really do love her so much, but sometimes I get so scared. Over the last few weeks we have been on a lot different ups and downs. This turn around just seems like new and because I never know what to expect out of her or me, I fear it.

If she starts leading me along, and still isn't sure whether or not she loves then I might start losing hope.

A guy can only take so much. I struggle for affection, she held it back, she held it some more, then all of it all at once. Maybe all of my sin aren't enough to warrant that punishment