WOW congrats on the 15 MONTHS!! Thats awesome! can you stop and appreciate how strong you have been to go that long. redirect your thinking when it goes the wrong way and keep your child with you as much as possible. thats what I do. (except drinking... I still have a few at night) but I quit the meth and oxycodones over a year now and the pot since July... just take a breath cause it cant control you if you dont let it.