Hey La Doctora,

I know, I am indecisive about what I want to know. I feel I need t know whats wrong with me but at the same time I really don't want to know. I know in order for me to get better I need to know what it is that is exactly wrong with etc etc..

I am feeling REALLY GOOD and feel so "high" but GP says its cause my med was upped. I will get a low soon enough and it could be a hard one to deal with.

I have no idea when I am seeing the psychiatrist still waiting on appointment