Horsecab, Im really sorry. Of course i care, I really hate seeing people struggle and upset, I dont know why people forgive and cant forgive certain things , wish i had a magic ball to help me understand , but your a good person and you obv care for her a great deal, so i hope everything works out for you, because you do deserve to be loved and love in return and i pray you get that, im on alot so if you ever want a friend to talk to, im here