I decided to email him the letter, and prepare to never see him ever again.

I am in alot of pain over this, but I have to do it. He's my best friend in the whole world, and knowing inside what I'm about to do, it's going to tear me to shreds.

It would be way too awkward, being around each other, and him knowing that I'm in love with him, I don't wanna make him uncomfortable.

He doesn't deserve to feel that way, he's too good of a person.

I can't face him once he knows the truth ...