You deserve support as much as everyone here does! You are worth every bit of support you can get! You are allowed to get as angry as you like here, and vent and rant and howl at the moon--they just don't like it if you curse or bully people here- did someone bully you? They aren't allowed to do that here, and the moderators will get them if they do!

You are supposed to get it all out here and we are all here to listen to you and cheer you on, so you can get rid of your pain and anger--don't be sorrry!

By saying you are wasting time, and you want to fade away and you are too messy,
you are saying you are not worth listening to--and that's not true!!!

This is the place where you are supposed to get messy, be vulnerable, be loud,get
angry--we want you to!! We want you to reach out to us so we can understand you
and try to give you a hand up! So many here care, so many here are angry and messy, and loud, and vulnerable--all with their own personal heartbreaks--one day,
you too will reach out to others and help them...no, don't fade away-stay-theo