It took three years for me to find a drug combo that works for me. I cannot say that I still feel normal, but what is normal anyway? Everybody has issues, whether they admit it or not. My therapist has helped me with not feeling like everyone is watching my every mood. I still get feelings of paranoia, but it isn't near as bad as it used to be. You will get to a place where you feel more balanced, so try to stay patient. I know how hard it is, but you can do it.