((((((((((((((((((((Pat))))))))))))))))))))

I have gotten to know you pretty well over the past several months and one observation that I have made of you is that your an incredibly strong woman. I know that right now, the depression, coupled with your pain feels like it is getting the best of you but, it is not. You can push through this. Try to distract yourself as much as you can. You are not useless. You are needed and loved very much IRL and here. Keep your head up.