I agreed with the doc. I have a lot of things going on in my life. I just dont know when it becomes bad enough where I think I SHOULD file. Is the tipping point when a medical professional tells you..... when someone you work with mentions it...what is that breaking point.

Grizmom - While I do not share the same issues, doc did mention that there are more than likely other issues going on, which I mentioned to him BPD. He said that could very well be the case, plus the Army diagnosed me with an adjustment disorder (though they are full of $h!t)

Tracking down my employment history has already deterred me. WAY to many jobs to keep track of.. crappy excuse... I know. But this requires money from my understanding. Why wont the damn Social Security office do this themselves...