(((Gizmore))), Im not sure, but this could be similar to some form of self realization. It can be quite overwhelming for some. It brings up so many questions like, what would I be if I had no body, did I exist before I was born, what happens to the me inside when my body dies, who am I and why am I here inside of me? Etc... I think its quite normal to ask ourselves these kinds of questions. It would be a great topic for you to bring up with a T or a close and trusted friend.