Welcome. When I joined the site last May or June, everyone was super supportive to me and kind in every way. We're all here for each other through the highs and lows.
I'm sorry you're dragging yourself through life right now. I feel the same way. I have obligations, but if I didn't I'd probably never leave the house. In fact, I wouldn't if the meds weren't making a dent on some of my symptoms.
You're not alone. Stay talking. It can be a huge relief to find out how many people are going through something similar and how they are managing it.