So I've been in a Topamax stupor for the last 2-3 weeks and here's what else has happened:

- Sinus Infection
- Spent this past Wednesday in hospital. Thought I had kidney stones. Had UTI and a couple other infections. Was dehydrated. Had CT scan. No kidney stones, but there was a mass behind my right kidney. Have to go back to Primary Care Physician to get another CT scan with contrast.
- Went to work for a while on Thursday. Had a meeting with HR because I've been out a lot lately....duh....was given FLMA paperwork to fill out. Then I kind of lost it, because they were relating this incident to the last one that was totally mental, where as this one was all actual physical in nature.
- Went to T that afternoon. He told me I wasn't making any sense, and to go home and to sleep until Monday morning. Also, that people aren't out to get me, they do want to help, so I should let them.
- Friday went to Psych out with Topamax, welcome back Seroquel. Yay for sleep!

Over the past 3 weeks I have noticed how by taking Topamax, I had become more detached from reality and not able to relate to people. Then there's the whole feeling of having half of a frontal lobe lobotomy that took 97% of my brains processing skills with it.

Maybe the last week of April will be better.