Well, one of my problems is thinking about other dxs I could have, but most of this shadow syndrome stuff I think just makes me odd and doesn't handicap me, my uncontrollable emotions and psychosis that goes with it is what handicaps me and what I'm on meds for.

But something still distances me from other human beings. I have never been well liked by most people, and I just act different than they do. I don't like normal things, I like weird things.

I mean, there are people in this house now, but they are all off doing their own things, and I crave some sort of social interaction even if I'm not that good at it. Why is this making me so sad?