Thanks guys. I actually spent a good portion of the morning online filing for Disability. It took alot out of me, but I did it. I have my medical release filled out and ready to send in. I felt much better after filing.

As for that site that Grizmom showed, I actually found that site myself some time back. I have something in all 4 from what I can remember as well. Some that I am ashamed of, but if talking about them is what it will take to get this done, then that is something I will have to end up doing.