
I think that it's easy for it to be that powerful. If I'm near sharp enough scissors, I'll just cut pretty much automatically. I'm just lucky that I have a support system of friends.
*HUGS* for Caroline. I'm so sorry you're finding it so hard right now. PM me anytime. And you can Vent too. You should Vent. Venting might help.
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