There is nothing cool about me, and being shot down by my best friend, it officially shut me down forever, I cannot & WILL NOT ever allow anyone to love me, I'm better off alone & miserable, and to be honest, I really wish that I was dead, because life sucks, no matter what I tried to i prove it, I failed, and I just cannot take anymore, from here on in, I'm gonna do whatever it takes to ensure that I feel pain, because that's all I ever felt my whole life, the sooner life ends, the better, and I will do what I can to see that it comes, and soon.

I'm sorry for even breathing.