Death will happen... we can't get out of that one. And there is a choice people can make... that is just another fact. And no one can live your life for you or fix it for you. But you do not know what is in the future. You missed a shot at love. That stinks and hurts. But you don't know the future or what it could hold for you. There are others who are hurting too... other guys. Other guys who might now be thinking the exact same things you are thinking. And there might be one guy who would be someone who would rock your heart and help you experience a joy you never thought you could know. Of course there might not be - and you might say you would not open to them anyway. That is fair... it is your choice. But the truth is still there that there is a big chance that he is out there right now.