<hugs>

I'm sorry I don't have any advice... Just wanted to let you know I'm here for you. I know you can find the strength to recover from this and move on... Time will help, but I agree, you deserve a woman who cares about you and loves you and won't lash out at you. I hope that you will be able to realize that, because once you realize you deserve better you will get it.

Keep your chin up; we're all here supporting you.

,
Ro