Thank you...
I tend to routinely "go in the hole", it tends to last days, fortunately almost never more than a week. But I do think that I am living constantly with a low grade depression (like dysthimia ??)
I feel that life is not turning out to be what I thought it "should" be. I am less mature, less confident, less clear, less spiritual, and less loving (towards my wife and child that what I thought I would be)
Thank you again, it helps to communicate and put words to the turmoil in my head....