Hey (((((((((((((((( Dayzee ))))))))))))))))))))))))

Prozac and my house did not get along. After being on it for something like 2 weeks I went crazy and trashed my house. That was the end of that med. OK

I'm kind of tapering off the Xanax. The last I had was tuesday night. I kind of wanted T to be able to tell if there are any effects yet from the Wellbutrin. I need to cut out the caffeine. Got BP's last week at the doc's 158/110 one day and then 154/100 a couple of days later. I'm hoping that those #'s were just from the shock I've been in. Things aren't normal, don't think they will be for some time yet. But the reality of him being sick with cancer. I guess I've accepted the fact now. I find out tuesday when my brother starts his chemo. Feels like someone's ripped my heart apart.