Okay, I am a woman--let me tell ya sumpin a bout some women--they play games wit ya head-----sounds like you have met alot of this type of woman--you may even seek them out- I know I used to seek that type of nasty man out--the type who'd beat me up and emotionally destroy me- to all others, he'd seem great, intelligent, funny, etc. but with me- he was a monster-i used to purposely get the wrong guy-i didn't think i was worth better--so now i don't look anymore--last one ended in a horrific divorce
a mess-two grown kids who hate me-a mess of my whole life-
Now, to me, it sounds as if you are looking for the wrong kinda woman-women who've been abused? Dontcha think they may want to take that out on you?
I don't know--Are you having a problem with your self worth? Try to look at all your relationships objectively--what were all the women you went with like? What was their history? JMO--You are worth a good woman--Theo