My mother passed away nearly 8 months ago. I have lost a father and a brother and other family and friends and I have come to one conclusion.

I think the process of grieving stinks. It hurts and its hard. Not ever ready for those sneaky little moments that jump up and bite you in the butt.

I wanna yell at some of them but the cant hear me. I cant tell them things they should have known. I never knew how quickly death just sweeps in at times.

I don't like the fact that they can slip in and out of dreams without my say so. There are so many things to wait for still. And yes I know its normal......but no-one ever said anything about liking it.