Hi siempre--it is well known that the greatest minds of all time were loners, not unlike yourself. Great writers, Musicians, Philosophers, Painters, etc., were thought to be weirdos of their day. Van Gogh, Mark Twain, Oscar Wilde, oooothe list is endless---
they were outcasts in the society of their day---they are the great minds we read and quote and go to museums and operas to see and hear today.
Point is, once they found their niche--their true talent, they didn't care. They were happiest at their work. Creating and giving their talents to the world for all of us to see, hear, and think about today. They didn't much care what other people thought about them.
Problem with alot of us is that we think everyone is thinking about what we are thinking about, or doing, when; in fact all others care about mostly is what they, themselves are doing, or what you are thinking about them!!!
I bet you have alot of talent, and alot of great intelligent blossoming to do--College is where that is done--you are going to surprise yourself!
You won't believe what a great conversationalist you'll be because you paid attention during lecture hall! Others will seek you out for your notes!
Took me 53 years to figure out how to stop taking myself so seriously!
Nobody's really just watching you---go easy on yourself---(((((HUGS))))) theo
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