((((Elysium))))

Thank you my friend for your words. Tears fill my eyes as I read them and I am touched deeply. Sometimes I wonder if what I say or any of those within say makes sense or can help someone along the way. So many words and feelings fill our head right now needing to find someway out and someway to convey what is going on within.

We never want to hurt anyone. If somehow what we say helps anyone even in one word then it has been worth it all. We are all walking this road together and when one cries we all feel the pain somewhere. In that we can reach out giving one another hope and support knowing we are not alone.

I am so sorry that you know these feelings and that it runs so deep within. It was not right what we all have had to endure. If anything I can say helps you then somehow saying it makes it okay. As hard as it is and the many tears that fall they say it cleanses the heart.

I know that if you could make it better you would. Like you I know that no one can do this for me as I have to do this work, but knowing you and everyone are there gives me strength to keep walking and keep reaching within myself to listen to the others and our heart. The pain cuts deep and like a knife but in order to clean it out we have to go through it.

Thank you for saying I have strength for so many times we feel so weak. This is not easy walking back through that which we never knew existed and feeling all these feelings we never knew we had. How do you feel something you know nothing of? How do we know it is okay now when it never was okay?

Only time will heal as we walk on sometimes falling under but never giving up. They have taken enough and to work through this is to take back what never was allowed. Thank you hon for caring and for your strength you show me. Sending gentle hugs and loving thoughts. Always.

dps