((((siempre nada))))
Thank you for posting. I hear you and am listening. I am so sorry you are feeling so bad. You are not worthless nor are you a timewaster. I am so glad that you reached out and that you took the risk to say what you feel. This is a time of finding yourself and even though things feel really scary, you will be okay.
College is different from High School. College gives you the chance to explore and make choices for yourself that you did not have before. You will meet people from all over and have freedoms you do not have now.
As for getting away from your mind I do hear you. Trying to listen to it can sometimes seem so hard and within that it is telling you things. You will listen and things will get clearer in time. Thank you for sharing and now that we care and are here for you.
Please keep reaching out and let us know how you are doing. Sending gentle hugs and loving thoughts. Always.

dps
