First of all, please don't refer to a psych. hospital as the psychotic ward. I'm sorry, but I find that offensive. Secondly, don't be afraid to get help or to go to the hospital. (May trigger) I very recently spent 2 1/2 days & 3 nights in a psych. hospital because I was suicidal & had plans. I went voluntarily, & it really helped. I was in therapy from Dec. 2007-Aug. 2009 for anorexia & OCD, too.