Today at 3:15 I will be going to pick up my brother from jail. I'm a bit nervous but I am also very excited. I have been the only one in my family to keep in contact with him and I guess its for good reason, but I feel that even if he did do something bad he needs me none the less. I need to stand by him like he stood by me all those years ago. My daughter keeps asking me when we are gonna pick up her uncle, shes very happy about this, but my boyfriend he seems very anxious... Hes on edge like he never has been before, I don't know what has his all up and tight, perhaps he never did get along with my brother... Anyways I have everything ready for when he gets to my house, and I even bought him new cloths and stuff... I just hope things don't change too much.