Numbness is protecting you from too much pain. With everything you're going through I think your poor heart needs a little rest and that's why you're numbing out?
You left the chat without saying goodbye today. I figured you were booted. I really wanted to talk with you some more.
You can PM me anytime, Lex. I'm really concerned for you. I hope you'll be feeling better soon.
Hang in there, k? (((((((((((Lex)))))))))))))