Hope your feeling better Echos. Possibly going back to work today will put you back on the right track. At work you have to act as if you feel okay, and after a while you start feeling better because you have to change your focus. Like Stranger2, I wonder if you could consider moving back to your family and friends. I realize it would be a big deal to move again and leave your current job, but maybe if you considered it as a possibility sometime in the future it would make you feel better right now.