That's what hospitals are for ... and I am so proud of you for doing what was in your best interest, even as difficult as it was. I firmly believe that most people feeling so desperate are not really wanting to end their life, but want their life -as it is- to end. Begin again, make the changes you need in your life so that you can enjoy it again. I know some say they can't make that change, but if it's the choice of dying or changing, I think changing at any cost is worth it.

Counter those negative thoughts. You can do this. You've felt better in the past, and can again.