Gee, that would be a thing you best have your pdoc evaluate you for. Too often people arrive at a DX for themself according to internet descriptions or books, the info is fine, but it is best for a mental health professional determine what's up.
So many disorders have the same or similar traits, that even pdocs sometimes miss them or have to work really hard to make a proper DX.
Meanwhile please take care,
DE

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