It's important to take Lunesta each night... as skipping a dose can cause a "side effect." sigh.

More suicides occur during the early evening hours....in general...

There are fewer distractions for us, from our despair, at night... and depressed people have to face their reality alone... plus the idea of going though another night, beginning another day always questions me....

I appreciate that my T allows all my phone messages that I leave for him... during the day I "know" he is there... and sometimes do call... but at night I "know" he really isn't there... and I'm more alone than ever.... and wonder if anything is really worth all this effort! So calling during the night, and making "contact" by leaving a message helps me get through the nite. I think if I cash it all in it will be around 3 am.. on a moonlit night with a nice ocean breeze... not normal at all (as if such a feeling is normal.) Anything during the day would be too showy for me.