I am so sad right now and just need to be around ppl that undertand. I hate ppl so much right now with all their judging and finger pointing and disappointment in me. I feel so low right now but my head has good manic. A horrible mixed state has been triggered and i am sick of it and i am sick of me and i am sick of everyone. My head is going crazy with thoughts and cant think straight i feel like my head is about to explode. Why do ppl always end up hating me? Well thats fine because i hate myself too sorry for the rant you dont even need to reply. I just need to put there feelings out there.