He's not even friend material for heaven's sake.

I am not going to apologize for the harshness of my post because I know you know I have your best interests at heart and am speak from my heart to try to shake you up. I hate seeing you waste your time on him. You say you are living your life but really you are just spending time waiting. How much time are you willing to give away to waiting on a lost cause? Waiting on someone who owns your heart but no longer deserves it. I await the day you reclaim your heart, your life and your dreams of a future with children and a man who adores you. Not a man who strings women along and cheats on one woman after the other. OMG why would you choose a man like that? You wouldn't logically. You are just caught by your feelings. Sure you still love him. That's not a bad thing but it isn't a love that will satisfy you for long. LIfe is short Belle. Don't waste any more of it on someone who will cost you dearly.