I didnt relize how bad my depression was interfering with life intill i got my grades and im basicaly failing every class im usally passing with flying colors exspecally math math is my best subject but now my marks 34 i feel like just giving up if im falling my best subject whats the point in even tryng enymore i can hardly do enything eny more iv lost 20 ponds now in like 1 1nd a half months and im still going down really fast my attidude is messing up all my friendships i cant do enything right this is the worst iv ever felt yest alone sad empty and just i dont even no enymore its not getting better im getting and feeling worse each day this has never ever happend befor usally my depression comes from bpd but this this feels diffrent worse uncontrolable i am so confussed because now with the way im feeling i start to wonder if in the past it was acctually deppression cause one things for sure it was never this bad