As a "sure, why not" I decided to take the PC depression quiz. I have such a hard time accepting that I am depressed. I keep thinking I'm somehow pulling one over on everyone, including my therapist. That in actuality I'm just lazy. But I came up as moderate/severe depression. I don't know how to react. Do I not want to believe it? I know life seems too hard to me. Like a very steep hill. I look at other people and wonder how they do the things they do. How they engage in their careers, and support their family etc. I feel somewhat elated when I get the recycling out to the curb or buy orange juice. Ugh. Sorry, I don't know where I'm going with this. Just wanted to share...
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