So I seem to be suffering from unbelievable inertia and it's only getting worse. Meaning that if I'm not at work I'm laying around with my laptop not moving at all and feeling guilty about all the things I don't seem capable of taking care of.

This is kind of good with the new drug regiment since I can am paying attention to the effect they are having but that doesn't help with the guilt.

Since I'm apparently addicted to this stupid computer I'm going to try having the stupid computer tell me to do things. I'm filling out the calendar. Maybe if the instructions come from my laptop I will actually do them, I don't know.